To be back under warmth of the Summer sun… where my dreams were big and my worries seemed small.
Too often, I find myself questioning why others do the things they do. Why honesty and kindness seem so elusive in today’s world. Why my heart hurts now more than ever. Why clearing files from my harddrive became a seemingly impossible task paired with seemingly endless tears.
I pour my heart and soul into every photograph I take. When I reflect on my 2012 photos, not only do I see my sweet clients, but I see myself. I see my anxiousness, my excitement, and my love that I felt at the time. I don’t see the heartache that I am currently bearing. My world was different when these photos were snapped; My heart, different as well. Maybe that is why letting go is so hard.
None of the following photographs are properly focused. I think that’s why they are so precious to me. Part of my life was blurred at this time. Out of focus. I just wasn’t aware of it yet.
What I’d give.